Someone asked what I felt when I am spanked. I am usually not warned ahead of time,but when I get called to were ever D is,and she tells me to drop my pants,that is when I start getting worked up. I get very excited, almost lightheaded with anticipation.I get turned on,and think to myself,this is what I have been craving! Once I am in position, D will get what ever "tools" she will be using.By the time she is ready to take that first swing,i am ready to jump out of my skin.And then the first swat lands,and D almost never gives a warm up before hitting hard, the excitement turns to dread,and thinking why did I ask this to happen? If it is a sensuous spanking, she will pause and run her hands across my checks and between my legs,which brings the excited turned on feeling back,and then ,crack!,a hard hit to take back the other way. This will repeat for the better part of a 1/2 hour or more.It will end with D getting me turned on,and then having me go down on her. I almost never get to cum after a spanking. I have to wait till the next morning.
Now if it is a punishment spanking, once it starts,it doesn't stop for any play. It is starts out hard,and gets harder! It is not meant to be enjoyed,and it isn't,not by me anyway.It always ends up with me taking care of D.
After the spanking ends,even the hard ones,I have a hot,buzzing tingly feeling in my butt.I have a hard time going to sleep. I have to lay on my belly,and the tingling feeling gets me turned on,and I realize how much D loves me,and then i know why I asked D to start spanking me.And because she loves me,she agreed to giving spankings a try. Now we both like spanking!